December 2010
28 posts
4:36am
I can’t sleep. I’m feeling worse and worse as the minutes go by. What started as some light social networking developed into an existential questioning of my very being and place in the world. The insignificance resulted in an even greater lack of self-worth and a feeling of mediocrity. I feel as though I’m not good enough to actually make any of my dreams come true. I feel like...
There Was Always Christmas Time.
I miss Christmas. I miss the old feeling of pure wonder I’d get when I was little. When after my birthday, everyday would just be one more day before Christmas and not much more. I miss the days when on Christmas Eve I would bounce off every wall in the house because of tomorrow. I miss the days when I couldn’t sleep at all the night before; I’d have a small sleep, see a tree...
hasserfied asked: Miitch. I think I love you. (:
Home Truths.
I just got onto the subject of sexuality, specifically mine, with my mum and well, we made some discoveres. First and foremost she said that she thinks “I could go either way” as far as sexuality goes. She seemed ok with it which was a huge relief actually because I’m not out to anyone in my family. However, there were some negatives. Mum said that if I ever did end up with a...
Good Evening Tumblr.
I’m sitting at my dining table listening to Come On Eileen by Dexy’s Midnight Runners after having a big night last night to belatedly celebrate my birthday by going out for dinner with the friends that could make it. I was rather happy with how my night turned out, felt great to have everybody together and in a rather selfish way, it felt good to have people to see me. I can’t...
I’d forgotten how much I enjoyed having you in my life. It’s a feeling that in many respects should have been left dormant. Seeing you tonight was definitely a reminder of all the things I’d missed about you.
I can’t let myself keep heading down this road, it won’t end well. Regardless, I can’t deny how happy it makes me feel. Thank you.
Motherfucker!
Four more people have pulled out of tomorrow night. One due to work, three because they’re fucking broke. AHHH! Not happy at all. I understand things happen but with a week + notice, you’d think people could have organised or saved a little or thought a little ahead. I wanted to celebrate with friends, now half of my friends can’t come. I’m determined to make it a good...
I’ve been way overdue for a rant. So here goes. I just got a text from my friend, one of my best friends from high school saying she couldn’t make it to my birthday dinner Wednesday night because she doesn’t get paid until Thursday. I specifically asked if she could leave a bit of money to the side so she could make it that night cause I really want her there. I want all my high...
Three Credits & A Pass.
Not the greatest of results I dare say. Just means I really need to step up my game for next semester. However, I’m just over the moon at the fact that I passed my Statistics course this semester. My stomach was quite literally churning over the possibility of a fail. I can relax a bit now however. Plan for the new year is to study, study hard and study properly. I need to get my Grade Point...
And I Said What About Breakfast At Tiffanys? She...
knockedupsunshine asked: Happy Birthday!!! hope you have a wonderful day/week/month/season/year/life/afterlife \O/
yeah I get cheesy after 11 pm
ta!
hugs from Renée, ah oui c'est moi!
yeah I get cheesy after 11 pm
ta!
hugs from Renée, ah oui c'est moi!
Happy Birthday To Me!
Today I am officialy 19. I got $130 cologne and assorted other things this morning and am going to see some family this afternoon after the fatal accident is dealt with on the highway and northbound traffic is re-opened. Hoping for a great day!
I know you. You know a guy. That guy knows a girl....
For some unexplainable reason, the fact I can’t meet anybody that doesn’t in any way have some mutual friend or way of tracing themselves back to myself in Newcastle really gets on my nerves sometimes.
It's gotta happen, happen sometime. Maybe this...
A Sunday Night.
I’m sitting at Shai’s, was meant to go home this afternoon but my family turned out to be having just that bit too much fun in Maitland so now I’m the only one awake in the house, slightly awkward. No matter how comfortable you are with being at someone else’s house there’s always a level of uncomfortability when you’re alone in it. I’m waiting for my...
