February 2012
4 posts
Rest In Peace Whitney Houston
Thank you. May your soul find peace.
“Just because you pretend the universe doesn’t have teeth doesn’t...”
– Paul Russell “The Coming Storm”
Things that piss me off.
People that get into relationships, but play on the side. Alternatively, “open relationships”. If you can’t commit, don’t bother getting into a relationship in the first place. It really infuriates me. Anyone who does it cheapens relationships significantly. Especially in the case of gay men, who are giving us all a bad name and proving to be doing more harm then good when...
January 2012
17 posts
When you go, can you come and find me. Wanna be beside you when you leave this town. I’ll be waving good bye pretending not to cry. I wanna be someone. If you take me away all the pain will change into a memory of when we were amazing.
I’m going to see My Chemical Romance Friday night at the Hordern Pavilion. The pavilion is the exact place I first saw them play exactly four years ago. I wasn’t excited before but man, am I keen now. Listening to them on the train to Sydney now has me remembering everything I loved them for.
I’m a little nervous. Add to the mix a touch of fear and a whole lot of happiness and I guess you get what I am these days. As I said previously, I got into UWS for high school teaching. This makes everything I’ve been planning and ultimately, dreaming about for, well, I can’t remember exactly how long, true. I am moving to Sydney. I am going to be living with Dean, full time....
Anonymous asked: That anon VVVV is pissing me off and I would love to cut it's jugular. Mitch take off your anon. Tho I won't be able to be anon, I'll deal, but atleast you won't have to deal with stupid ignoramus comments such as below. Your are the most well put together human being I've ever met. You deem so big. And that inspires me. And that's one of the things I've learnt...
Anonymous asked: You're too young to be so broken.
I got into my teaching degree at UWS!
I am so very happy but also inundated with stressful reading and what not else now trying to enrol and prepare myself for the year ahead. YAY!
Some people are so rude and all-round horrid on train; extremely pushy and quite obnoxious. There’s a fine line between polite and what I just saw which was essentially someone telling someone to move so they themselves could sit down. Find somewhere else to sit you rude prick.
myshenanigansareepic asked: What does it mean to be alive? Btw it was awesome seeing you last night :)
I used to think that the day would never come that I’d see the light and the shade of the morning sun. My morning sun is a drug that brings me near to a childhood I lost, replaced by fear.
fearofshadows asked: Yes I think you would! :)
Anonymous asked: Self centred much?
Anonymous asked: Have a great day :)
Anonymous asked: what sort of camera do you use?
December 2011
6 posts
Going Home?
It’s 7:44pm, Christmas Eve and I’ve just left Dean at Epping Station. The sun sets over the trees and the outer western skyline. I’m heading home to spend Christmas day with my family. I’ll miss Dean. We’ve been at a Christmas Eve party this evening. It always makes me feel so happy to be at those sorts of things as Deans boyfriend. It really solidifies everything. I...
I enjoy generic 80’s music.
I am somewhat addicted to Easy Way peach green tea.
I drink (basically) nothing but green tea these days.
I used to like to write and take photos but my passion for both has diminished.
I’m keen to get into adult life.
I want to work full time.
I want to earn good money.
I want to save up for a holiday.
I want at least 25 new books and a few new...
I haven’t posted anything of importance in such a long time. I seemingly have lost the desire to blog about myself. Life is good. No, life is great these days. I guess I just can’t seemingly put that into this right now. Apologies for the extended absence. I’ll be back soon.
Anonymous asked: Miss you.
November 2011
13 posts
Anonymous asked: Why do you think someone would abandon their friends, just because they fall in love? Especially when they've promised that they would always be there when their friends needed them...
Anonymous asked: What was the fuck you for you ask? Have a good long think about it.. what could you have possibly done?
Dear Questioner
I dare say it’s not necessarily a bad thing that you still trust in people. Trust is never quite a bad thing to have (for the most part). However, perhaps it’s who you put that trust into that you need to change. I get that your probably putting what hopes you can into meeting the right guy, so when the chance comes along you go all out and hope for the best. Only to be let down in the...
Anonymous asked: What it means to be alive? What do you think it means to be alive? Killing other people?
Happy Six Months Dean
It’s amazing how quickly that came about but regardless, I couldn’t be happier with my new life with you by my side. I only pray it stays like this forever. You’re my world babe. I love you.
I’m headed into the city on the train. Darren Hayes is only hours away. I’m not excited though. I’m sad. I miss our puppies. I miss Dean. It doesn’t feel like I’m going to a concert. I’m sure the excitement will grow when I get in there. Here’s to hopefully a great night.
Anonymous asked: FUCK YOU!
Your problems don't exist when the music feels...
Darren Hayes at the Enmore theatre tomorrow night. I have him on repeat. I am so keen. I’ve been waiting for this moment for years. I just wish I wasn’t going alone. However, I’m not NOT going to take this opportunity, alone or not.
To my messenger:
Yes, I couldn’t have been happier that I waited for Dean. It felt good. I must admit, it wasn’t the out of body experience I’d envisioned when I was younger but it was something really special to share with the man I loved. I was proud I’d waited for that special, memorable moment. Take care of yourself.
October 2011
21 posts
Anonymous asked: Situation question: What if it was a aprtner? Why would someone introduce thier partner to some friends but not others? And why would they also say that they love and care about someone but when that person needs them refuse to help help?
Time to watch Mamma Mia. If that fails, Mysterious Skin it is. If that then fails, Requiem For A Dream shall be my last point of call.
Cups of tea, stolen tim tams from the pantry and a Sydney train trip in the morning. Life is good.
I just finished my last day of class at the University of Newcastle for the year and quite possibly forever. This year has gone quite quickly. What happens next is anyone’s guess.
Dean gets back Saturday. I am so excited. I can’t wait to see him. The past two weeks haven’t been as bad as I thought. I was expecting them to be a lot worse. Needless to say, I still have missed him more than life itself. I’m heading down Friday morning so I can get settled and meet him when he gets home Saturday. I am so keen. I love you Dean.
Anonymous asked: Why would someone let so many people in their life associate with someone else who is important to them but not let someone who they claim is equally as important meet this person..? Are they ashamed, scared or what?
Anonymous asked: What do you say to people who say one thing and then do another? For instance if they act like someone is very important to them but then they keep them out of the loop with how they're really feel or what their doing? Is it because they're ashamed of their 'friend'? Or does it go deeper than that?
I regret picking up Wednesday night shifts for the next two weeks at work. I can always use the money and best to do more shifts while Dean is away because it certainly won’t happen when he’s here. It’s just not what I’m used to. I don’t like things being out the ordinary. This is possibly part of why I don’t like being home right now. They better not try and...